I've learned ...

I've learned that not everything is as it seems.

I've learned that people can just change overnight. And that friendships can be broken with just a snap of the fingers.

I've learned that you sometimes fall for someone, without realising it. And that person would be the last person you'd expect to fall for.

I've learned that trust can be build in a short time.

I've learned that sometimes, its necessary to take risks. No matter how big.

Short Update

My semester is finally over.

Am I happy about it? Nyeh.. Half-half la.

On one hand, I'm glad to have all the time in the world to catch up on some Z's, and other friends, but on the other hand, I feel pretty lost now.

Everyday used to be filled with things to do. Journals to read, deadlines to meet, readings to be printed out, now.. it's like I have nothing else to do or look forward to and the days are moving too slowly.

I'm so hard to please, right? Hehe.

Meet us halfway?

More random videos...

N'Sync's POP this time.

Short Talk

Highlight of my week:

A cockroach flew to the table we were using for our assignment. I got a minor heart attack before I ran to the toilet. In attempt to not make a scene, my running looked like I was skipping happily to the toilet to take a leak.

I came back to the table, quietly sat down n resumed my work with blushed cheeks.

That's the highlight of my week. How much more exciting can my life be? Haha!

Next weekend, next weekend. I will have my life back next weekend.

I think I should create a label specially for cockroaches. What say you?

Short Talk

Jumping from Celine Dion's Taking Chances to Yin Yang Twin's Get Low does funny things to your brain.

Give it a try. Or maybe it's just me. =D

A much needed update

A thousand apologies for the lack of updates. Been swamped with assignments. Yes, just assignments. The workload for 1 assignment itself is already too much to handle. Taylor's is plotting to murder their students and suck the youth out of their lives. I can't stand sunlight anymore and only endure it when I have to go out. I complete my work in my room with the lights off, music playin and the aircond on full blast. I've changed my curtains so that my room will always be dark even when its scorching outside. Any free time I have, I choose to use it for sleep. And I stay at home on weekend nights.

My life is no more.

But, degree is bearable thanks to some of the nut heads in my class who stones like its life itself, karaoke through sms, and says totally random and inappropriate things at the wrong time. Without them, I would probably be six feet under by now.

Oh, and just to make up for lost times, I'm uploading a really embarrassing video of myself and two of my friends lip-singing to "I Want It That Way".

No intentions of copying the 'Backdorm Boys' and others. Its just that we were using Macs that day. The rest is self explanatory. =P

Enjoy!

Just speaking out loud

Its funny and a little sad how sometimes you need a drastic, tragic event to happen in order for you to wake up and realise who are the ones who actually love you just for being you. No matter what you've done in the past, or the things you say that may have hurt them, they're still there for you. Always have been, and I'm sure they always will be.

And its also sad that the one person you thought you could depend on turns out to be weaker than you. Funny how the mechanics of friendship and love work.

I've always envied the girls in certain romantic comedies. The ones with best friends they could count on no matter what. The best friends from high school or college. But what I failed to realise was that I have those friends already. I was just too caught up with my emotional insecurities and petty troubles to realise it, until recently.

You see, I've always prided myself as someone who's strong and dependable. And that I shouldn't be the one to break down and cry. I should be the one who can go through anything and come out fine, unscratched. But sometimes, you just need to cry and let everything out in order to continue being strong. I can't afford to keep everything bottled up just for the sake of seeming strong and afraid of being embarrassed. And ironically, I'm the kind of person who speaks her mind. I was taken aback by how much was bottled up inside.

A friend told me this:

You'll find a few group of friends in your life. The first would be the awesome people. The second would be *something* (I can't really remember..haha!), and the third, which unfortunately is us, are the ones who actually gives a fuck about you.

Well you know what? You guys are all three, even if I can't remember the second one.

Note to Sara:
Don't u dare say anything. =D

Short Update

I honestly cannot remember the last time I could actually just sit in front of the computer, listen to my music and just surf the net without the ringing siren of deadlines at the back of my head.

I shall enjoy this moment for a few more heartbeats, then I'll let the sirens back in.

I would like to thank all those who sent in emails regarding the computer and the phone. I don't think I mentioned it here, but my desktop arrived a few weeks ago and I'm loving it. =D As for the phone, I'm not so sure about getting it now. Not because there were awful reviews, most of you gave excellent reviews, but I think I should stay with my current Nokia just a little while longer. It still seems pretty new to me. Hehe.

Urgh. The sirens are blaring now. Time to get back to work. I need my holiday pronto!

New phone?

I am a phone freak. I love new phones. I love collecting phones. Unfortunately, I don't have the kind of money to purchase brand new phones everytime. I can, however afford to trade them in and pay the difference. Which means I won't be able to collect cause I won't be able to keep the old phone.

Anyway..

I'm planning to trade in my awesome Nokia e63 for the new, and probably even more awesome Nokia e75.

What say you?

It looks so stylish and the specs aren't that bad either. I figured I should trade in my e63 before it deteriorates even more. Not that its in a lousy condition now, but there are a few scratches here and there la.

How? How? How?

Anyone using the Nokia e75?